&hellip;I can feel it coming and I can&rsquo;t stop it. I still don&rsquo;t understand why I ever feel like this. I go through these &lsquo;phases&rsquo; where I just can&rsquo;t deal with company and I feel empty and numb and I get irritated easy and

…I can feel it coming and I can’t stop it. I still don’t understand why I ever feel like this. I go through these ‘phases’ where I just can’t deal with company and I feel empty and numb and I get irritated easy and